Aku mengasihi kamu, tetapi semua itu sia-sia, Saya mengasihi Anda dan semua itu saya rasa sakit. Melepaskan saya, apa yang di dalam kamu saya mempunyai kekurangan Tidak lebih.
Benar, saya akan selalu peduli anda, yang mana ia berakhir. Tetapi hal-hal lain, kami akan datang, tidak akhir bersama Anda adalah bagian diisi, anda telah diganti dengan yang lain Tidak seperti sebelumnya. Dan siapapun Anda akan berakhir dengan let it be, Anda dan saya tidak dapat, dan it's okay.
Sekarang saatnya bagi saya untuk pergi jauh dari Anda. Sekarang saatnya bagi kita untuk meletakkan nyata ke akhir untuk menimbulkan rasa sakit dan sakit satu sama lain. Anda tidak akan pernah dapat mengerti saya karena saya tidak Anda. And so do I.
Let me menanggung semua sakit dan sakit. Let me be the one to miss dan impian Anda. Saya dan Anda akan selalu bahagia. Let me menjadi satu masih cinta dengan Anda. Saya salah satu yang membuat Anda di sini di dalam hatiku.
I read horoscopes from friendster and it says that "Your boss needs your help -- show them that you are someone they can count on." Indeed my boss always relies on me taking care of customers management. Making sure all tables made their payment, making sure no customers is smoking inside the pub and making sure of customer's needs. Ahh.. my boss gonna fly this Saturday. Wonder can Sunny and I able to manage the whole pub.
Let's fight the battle next week Sunny!!
This few days ain't feeling so good. As in I'll gets tired easily as I'm the one running around the whole pub, in and out the bar, no break and I gotta smoke straight two sticks before the crowds comes in. Recently I cut down my second meal, now I only makan one meal per day.
Roomful staffs is going to Malaca during National Day. Ahh, I need some fresh air and good break!!
Lastly, my house has already sold. I was once a owner in this house and now a rental in the same house. I hope things will get better soon. Sigh.
Sad to say that Ailin gonna leave Roomful of Blues soon. There's a few words I wanna voice out regarding about my relationship thingy. Yes, I admit I'm still upset inside my heart and somehow still holding onto my love for her and waiting for the day she would be back by my side but forgetting about her, forgetting about the love is really not a easy thing. Even she has been gone for quite sometimes but the memories of her still lives with me. I appreciate people's comments and concern but memories will still be memories, it can't never be forget unless I'm in coma (I hope it will happen to me soon, LOLS!) and she's still the one I ♥.
Travel to Woodlands to fetch darling and while waiting for her, I saw XT baby far away from where I was standing. Hahas!! Never go according to my plan as darling was sick and kinda low mood. But still, went for little shopping and darling head home. Thou it's just a normal day but I hope that she's happy after all.
Had Carlsberg at 123 coffee shop together with Ailin and walked home at 0230. And I'm here now as I couldn't sleep. Thinking of darling, thinking what should I do, thinking am I feeling alright, thinking am I doing the right thing or going the right way. So many stuffs going on my mind everyday.
Work is getting good each day. Making me hell busy and hell tired. Always looking forward to start work and buried myself to work everyday.
Lyrics: You don't have to say a word I can see it in your eyes I know what you wanna say It's so hard to say goodbye
I can hold back my tears And try to be strong While our love is fallin' apart I know what I'll say If you walk away But what do I do What do I do with my heart?
I'm not gonna say a word I know I can't change your mind You know where you need to go I know I'll be left behind
I won't hold you back I won't stand in your way If you need to make a new start But I still wanna know When my arms let you go What do I do What do I do with my heart?
Oh, girl, don't you remember? It was not so long ago We were makin' plans for two Just me and you Now you tell me that you've found somebody Someone who loves you better No one could ever love you The way I do
Tell me you're not leavin' now Tell me you're not leavin' Tell me that you're gonna stay Please say you'll stay with me, baby Tell me that you love me still Say you love me still For this and this alone I pray Fall down on my knees and pray
I'll do anything Yes, I would To save what we have To keep you by my side I'll love you 'til death do us part But what do I do What do I do When I'm still missing you? What do I do What do I do with my heart?
